Record: 197400010
DATE: 1-19-2026
TIME: 7:44:41
Elapsed: 131-2.1833
WC: 100
WPM: 45.8
Moon Age: 0.45
Category: Personal
Subject: Bored. . .

 

Nothing going on. Dealing with it, best I can. No one here, people everywhere. tired of the world like it is. They don't listen, read, or think. And, really there is nothing i can do about that. Have to find healthy ways to deal with those problems. Want someone to talk with me, but I don't want just anyone.

I'm looking for intelligent people to spend time with me. That matters. Want that.

Here, listen to this. See what you think.







Enjoy



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Record: 197400009
DATE: 1-12-2026
TIME: 4:13:58
Elapsed: 90-1.5000
WC: 72
WPM: 48
Moon Age: 23.50
Category: Personal
Subject: Bored. . .

 

Nothing going on here.

The isolation is so thick, that if it were shit, you couldn't stir it with a stick.

Want life better. want peace with them.

Feeling like, damn it. No one to talk with me.

Tired of this feeling of being treated like they do me.

Want better results than this.








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Record: 197400008
DATE: 12-19-2025
TIME: 7:45:12
Elapsed: 320-5.3333
WC: 264
WPM: 49.5
Moon Age: 28.84
Category: Personal
Subject: Fake People Everywhere. . .

 

Tired of this world like it is. Tired of this system, like it is.

Not a friend in this world who knows me. They don't listen, read, or think. Really nothing that i can do about that. No one will pay attention me. No one to talk with me, or spend time with me. They don't care that hurts me. That doesn't bother them, not at all. They could not care. Not any.

My mortal family wants me dead. Obviously. They don't treat me correctly. They don't listen, read, or think. And if they do, well that says a whole lot about them, and who they are.

They know this stuff hurts me. And they don't care. That is abuse. It's cruel. They won't make it better for me. They don't listen to my pleas. They don't actually care. And that is cruel. Wish that I could make them understand how it feels to be treated like this. I wish i could make them understand my pain.

I've written about it. They don't read. They don't care about my hurt, and pain.

And they will not do anything to fix it, or make it better.

Feeling like, this world is very unfair. The people here, are what they are. Nothing i can do about that.

Wish i could make them understand it. If they knew how painful it is, they might understand.

Tired of the isolation in this world. This life, the treatment here. It's cruel.

They don't want me, for me. They don't want me, to be me. They don't like that.

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Record: 197400007
DATE: 12-8-2025
TIME: 9:20:9
Elapsed: 474-7.9000
WC: 305
WPM: 38.61
Moon Age: 18.63
Category: Personal
Subject: Hmm...

 

The world is empty. No one here. People everywhere.

They don't listen, read, or think. Nothing I can do about it.

Want to talk with someone that loves me. Want to spend time with someone that knows me.

Isolation here, is all I know about. Not a friend in this world who knows me.

They don't listen, read, or think. It's impossible to deal with them. Just pointless.

To argue with them, is useless. They don't understand the argument. Pity about that.

Want peace with them. Want love in my life. Don't enjoy the isolation like it is.

They never did fix the stuff that was hurting me. They never made it better.

When you care about someone, you do somthing to change the things that hurt them.

No one cared. They don't care at all. The problems with this world like it is.

Strange thing. The truth is stranger than fiction. Give it some thought.

The world is a mess. Nothing i can do about that. Maybe the simulation will get an update?

Would like to see this world, reboot into a better operating system. That would be good.

Would like to be with real people, that love, trust, and respect me. That matters.

No one to talk with about these matters. No one here, cares. That's a problem.

I don't feel wanted, or needed in this world. I don't like that much.

No one will do anything to make it better for me. They don't actually care.

I feel more alone in this world, than ever before. Like i'm the only one here.

Being around people that don't understand, only makes me feel more alone.

I don't get much messages. No one really writes me. Pity about that.

They don't know me. Or love me. Clearly. Want a lot better. You know?

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Record: 197400006
DATE: 11-24-2025
TIME: 9:11:12
Elapsed: 405-6.7500
WC: 250
WPM: 37.04
Moon Age: 3.68
Category: Personal
Subject: Thoughts. . .

 

Want a better world to live in. This simulation is in serious need of an upgrade. There are a lot of very good things here. And there are some things that just are not what they should be. Sometimes I wonder, what this world is really about. Does anyone know? They say life is but a dream. . .

I know some stuff about this world. This is not my first time to live this life. There is something that I understand, that most people would never actaully dream possible. They would never understand it.

People think your crazy, if you talk about things they don't understand. - Elvis

Sometimes it's more fun, to let people think for themselves. They would never arrive at a correct answer. But in the even they did, it might be a great gas. I wonder. . .

No one here, to talk with me. Isolation has me nailed to a stone. No one notices, or even cares. pity.

Want love in my life. Want a lady that loves me, for me. Not because i fit into some nice neat box. The way things are, I'm a whole package. Love me for what I am. They don't understand. Those that are too simple, will never really get it. You would have to think, an intellectual thought, that is unthinkable to know.

I want to make thinking cool again. That would be a great project. Might like that.

Until then, stay happy dear misfits.

Neo

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Record: 197400005
DATE: 11-20-2025
TIME: 8:17:41
Elapsed: 449-7.4833
WC: 234
WPM: 31.27
Moon Age: 0.06
Category: Personal
Subject: Hmm...

 

Nothing going on here. Life needs to get a serious upgrade.

Want to upgrade my life. I might fill out my own form, for a free upgrade.

Been doing research. Looking into stuff like photons, and quantum computers.

It's all very interesting. It really very cool stuff to read about.

No one to talk with about these things. Wish I could make that part better.

Nothing else really going on here. The world like it is, seems to need an upgrade.

I've not seen results from my efforts yet. I'm hopeful, this system will change soon.

Want love in my life. Want good people that want me, for me. Not because I fit into their boxes.

I'm a misfit. A rebel dreamer. A buddha, and a misfit. I'm for rare people that know their value.

Been doing work, on my identity, my why, and my how. It might come together soon.

I have a feeling. I have reason to believe, the universe is going to conspire in my favor.

We will have to wait and see, just what happens here. I'm hopeful, that life gets a lot better.

Want peace with them. Want love in my life.

Want to be happy with what i'm doing. Would really like to see success from my efforts.

Nothing else really going on here.

Waiting for the miracle to happen here. Seriously this system needs an upgrade.

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Record: 197400004
DATE: 11-15-2025
TIME: 7:44:9
Elapsed: 151-2.5167
WC: 68
WPM: 27.02
Moon Age: 25.07
Category: Personal
Subject: Oh My!!!!

 

My IG feed tonight was full of base jumping, and skydiving posts. Wow!

Hey, I've got problems; but really nothing that jumping out an airplane at 20,000 feet wouldn't fix.

Would like someone to talk with. Maybe that will get better soon? One can hope.

Nothing going on here. The world like it is. This simulation needs a serious upgrade.

Waiting for the miracle to happen here.



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Record: 197400003
DATE: 11-7-2025
TIME: 5:12:1
Elapsed: 302-5.0333
WC: 182
WPM: 36.16
Moon Age: 16.71
Category: Personal
Subject: Looking to do something Epic!!!!

 

Remembering how things used to be. And how things are now.

Time changes things. You grow, and change. And entropy happens to everything.

Looking for some answers to tough questions in life. Dealing with uncertanty is tough.

Want truly awesome results from my efforts in life. That is really important to me.

Nothing really going on here. The nights are long. Last night was the full moon. I'm thinking about a new past time. Watching the wanning moon rise, each day at different times when it rises in the sky. I've got the tools to make it happen. I've been studing the moon a lot lately.

Want to make something epic. that matters to me. Want the very best possible. Something should be possible.

I've worked my butt off. And i'm tired of the computer at this point. I've done some cool stuff. I'm not knocking it. I'm just saying a dude needs some other hobbies.

Watching the moon, might be a good project. I'm going to think about it, a while.

until next time; keep going. Shine on dear misfits.


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Record: 197400002
DATE: 10-23-2025
TIME: 23:47:46
Elapsed: 165-2.7500
WC: 129
WPM: 46.91
Moon Age: 2.22
Category: Computer Talk
Subject: It works!!

 

Well, the good news is my projects all work!

I've been working my butt off doing all these projects. And now what? Doesn't seem to be anyone that will notice, or give a darn. Pity about that. Want some love in my life that feels like love.

All my computer projects are fully functional. Which is good. I did it myself. That is a real accomplishment. Now for the fun parts I guess.

Want to see results from my efforts. That matters to me. I can do almost anything on the computer. I can make difficult things work like they should. I've done some cool work.

Now I want to build something great. That is a goal of mine. Now to find the great idea.

Thanks for listening.


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Record: 197400001
DATE: 10-23-2025
TIME: 22:9:15
Elapsed: 44-0.7333
WC: 24
WPM: 32.73
Moon Age: 2.16
Category: Personal
Subject: Hey There!!

 

Hey there!

What goes in this world? How fast is fast?

Does anything compare to the speed of light?


I'm working on it.


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